I felt myself
disturbed
with confused thoughts.
Pushkin - Daughter of the Commandant
Marya Ivanofna came
near to my bed and leaned gently over me.
"How do you feel? " she said to me.
"All right, thank God! " I replied in a weak voice. "It is you, Marya
Ivanofna; tell me--"
I could not finish. Saveliitch exclaimed, joy painted on his face--
"He is coming to himself! --he is coming to himself! Oh! thanks be to
heaven! My father Petr' Andrejitch, have you frightened me enough? Four
days! That seems little enough to say, but--"
Marya Ivanofna interrupted him.
"Do not talk to him too much, Saveliitch; he is still very weak. "
She went away, shutting the door carefully.
I felt myself disturbed with confused thoughts. I was evidently in the
house of the Commandant, as Marya Ivanofna could thus come and see me! I
wished to question Saveliitch; but the old man shook his head and turned
a deaf ear. I shut my eyes in displeasure, and soon fell asleep. Upon
waking I called Saveliitch, but in his stead I saw before me Marya
Ivanofna, who greeted me in her soft voice. I cannot describe the
delicious feeling which thrilled through me at this moment, I seized her
hand and pressed it in a transport of delight, while bedewing it with my
tears. Marya did not withdraw it, and all of a sudden I felt upon my
cheek the moist and burning imprint of her lips. A wild flame of love
thrilled through my whole being.
"Dear, good Marya Ivanofna," I said to her, "be my wife. Consent to give
me happiness. "
She became reasonable again.
"For heaven's sake, calm yourself," she said, withdrawing her hand. "You
are still in danger; your wound may reopen; be careful of yourself--were
it only for my sake. "
After these words she went away, leaving me at the height of happiness.
I felt that life was given back to me.
"She will be mine!
near to my bed and leaned gently over me.
"How do you feel? " she said to me.
"All right, thank God! " I replied in a weak voice. "It is you, Marya
Ivanofna; tell me--"
I could not finish. Saveliitch exclaimed, joy painted on his face--
"He is coming to himself! --he is coming to himself! Oh! thanks be to
heaven! My father Petr' Andrejitch, have you frightened me enough? Four
days! That seems little enough to say, but--"
Marya Ivanofna interrupted him.
"Do not talk to him too much, Saveliitch; he is still very weak. "
She went away, shutting the door carefully.
I felt myself disturbed with confused thoughts. I was evidently in the
house of the Commandant, as Marya Ivanofna could thus come and see me! I
wished to question Saveliitch; but the old man shook his head and turned
a deaf ear. I shut my eyes in displeasure, and soon fell asleep. Upon
waking I called Saveliitch, but in his stead I saw before me Marya
Ivanofna, who greeted me in her soft voice. I cannot describe the
delicious feeling which thrilled through me at this moment, I seized her
hand and pressed it in a transport of delight, while bedewing it with my
tears. Marya did not withdraw it, and all of a sudden I felt upon my
cheek the moist and burning imprint of her lips. A wild flame of love
thrilled through my whole being.
"Dear, good Marya Ivanofna," I said to her, "be my wife. Consent to give
me happiness. "
She became reasonable again.
"For heaven's sake, calm yourself," she said, withdrawing her hand. "You
are still in danger; your wound may reopen; be careful of yourself--were
it only for my sake. "
After these words she went away, leaving me at the height of happiness.
I felt that life was given back to me.
"She will be mine!
