"Maisie, darling, doesn't it make any
difference?
Kipling - Poems
It may be beyond the grave
She shall find what she would have.
Mine was but an idle quest,--
Roses white and red are best!
----Blue Roses
Indeed the sea had not changed. Its waters were low on the mud-banks,
and the Marazion Bell-buoy clanked and swung in the tide-way. On the
white beach-sand dried stumps of sea-poppy shivered and chattered.
"I don't see the old breakwater," said Maisie, under her breath.
"Let's be thankful that we have as much as we have. I don't believe
they've mounted a single new gun on the fort since we were here. Come
and look. "
They came to the glacis of Fort Keeling, and sat down in a nook
sheltered from the wind under the tarred throat of a forty-pounder
cannon.
"Now, if Ammoma were only here! " said Maisie.
For a long time both were silent. Then Dick took Maisie's hand and
called her by her name.
She shook her head and looked out to sea.
"Maisie, darling, doesn't it make any difference? "
"No! " between clenched teeth. "I'd--I'd tell you if it did; but it
doesn't. Oh, Dick, please be sensible. "
"Don't you think that it ever will? "
"No, I'm sure it won't. "
"Why? "
Maisie rested her chin on her hand, and, still regarding the sea, spoke
hurriedly--"I know what you want perfectly well, but I can't give it to
you, Dick. It isn't my fault; indeed, it isn't. If I felt that I
could care for any one----But I don't feel that I care. I simply don't
understand what the feeling means. "
"Is that true, dear? "
"You've been very good to me, Dickie; and the only way I can pay you
back is by speaking the truth. I daren't tell a fib. I despise myself
quite enough as it is.