"O my husband of flesh and blood,
For whom my mother I left, and brother,
And all I had, accounting it good,
"What do you do there, underground,
In the dark hollow?
For whom my mother I left, and brother,
And all I had, accounting it good,
"What do you do there, underground,
In the dark hollow?
Christina Rossetti
"O Robin, but you are cold,--
Chilled with the night-dew: so lily-white you
Look like a stray lamb from our fold.
"O Robin, but you are late:
Come and sit near me,--sit here and cheer me. "--
(Blue the flame burnt in the grate. )
"Lay not down your head on my breast:
I cannot hold you, kind wife, nor fold you
In the shelter that you love best.
"Feel not after my clasping hand:
I am but a shadow, come from the meadow
Where many lie, but no tree can stand.
"We are trees which have shed their leaves:
Our heads lie low there, but no tears flow there;
Only I grieve for my wife who grieves.
"I could rest if you would not moan
Hour after hour; I have no power
To shut my ears where I lie alone.
"I could rest if you would not cry;
But there's no sleeping while you sit weeping,--
Watching, weeping so bitterly. "--
"Woe's me! woe's me! for this I have heard.
O, night of sorrow! --O, black to-morrow!
Is it thus that you keep your word?
"O you who used so to shelter me
Warm from the least wind,--why, now the east wind
Is warmer than you, whom I quake to see.
"O my husband of flesh and blood,
For whom my mother I left, and brother,
And all I had, accounting it good,
"What do you do there, underground,
In the dark hollow? I'm fain to follow.
What do you do there? --what have you found? "--
"What I do there I must not tell;
But I have plenty. Kind wife, content ye:
It is well with us,--it is well.
"Tender hand hath made our nest;
Our fear is ended, our hope is blended
With present pleasure, and we have rest. "--
"O, but Robin, I'm fain to come,
If your present days are so pleasant;
For my days are so wearisome.
"Yet I'll dry my tears for your sake:
Why should I tease you, who cannot please you
Any more with the pains I take? "
MEMORY.
I.
I nursed it in my bosom while it lived,
I hid it in my heart when it was dead;
In joy I sat alone, even so I grieved
Alone and nothing said.
I shut the door to face the naked truth,
I stood alone,--I faced the truth alone,
Stripped bare of self-regard or forms or ruth
Till first and last were shown.
I took the perfect balances and weighed;
No shaking of my hand disturbed the poise;
Weighed, found it wanting: not a word I said,
But silent made my choice.
None know the choice I made; I make it still.
None know the choice I made and broke my heart,
Breaking mine idol: I have braced my will
Once, chosen for once my part.