That will not be, if she
torments
me,
Peace and a truce are all I'm asking,
For it grieves me to exit limply,
And lose the good of all this suffering.
Peace and a truce are all I'm asking,
For it grieves me to exit limply,
And lose the good of all this suffering.
Troubador Verse
La rossinhols s'esbaudeya
The nightingale sings happily
Hard by the blossom on the bough,
And I am taken by such envy
I can't help but sing any how;
Knowing not what or whom either,
For I love not I, nor another.
Such effort I make that this will prove
Good verse too, though I'm not in love!
They gain more from love who pay
Court by deceiving, in their pride,
Than he who humbly makes his way,
And ever the suppliant does abide,
For Amor has no love for the man
Who is honest and noble as I am.
My loss is all the more complete,
That I am not false nor use deceit.
But as the bough bends beneath
The tempest that makes it sway,
I did to her my whole will bequeath,
She who assails me every way.
So she maddens and destroys me,
Sunk to low-born acts, completely,
Yet I'll give her my eyes to blind,
If any wrong she in me can find.
She often accuses me and tries me,
And lays false charges now, at will,
Yet whenever she acts vilely
All the fault's laid at my door still!
She quietly makes sport of me,
With her own faults damning me!
Truly they say, and it's my belief:
'All are my brothers! ' cries the thief.
No man who sees her and has faith
In her sweet looks, her lovely eyes;
Could ever believe, in any way
Her heart is evil: her mind, it lies:
But waters that slide calmly by
Drown more than those that roar and sigh.
They deceive who seem so fair,
Oh, be wary of the debonair.
From every place she might be
I absent myself most carefully,
And so as not her form to see
I pass, eyes closed, and nervously.
So he follows Love, who avoids it,
And it pursues the man who flees it.
But I'm determined to pass it by,
Till I see it again in my lady's eye.
That will not be, if she torments me,
Peace and a truce are all I'm asking,
For it grieves me to exit limply,
And lose the good of all this suffering.
May she guard me and keep me hers,
And if we are not mutual lovers,
No other love it seems will shine
As bright to light this heart of mine.
As I am, would he were taken too,
My Auvergnat, then we'd make two,
For he could no more fare
Far from Bel Vezer of Beaucaire.
Tristan, though it seem not so to you,
Yet I love you more than I used to do.
Can l'erba fresch'e? lh folha par
When fresh leaves and shoots appear,
And the blossom gleams on the bough,
And the nightingale high and clear
Raises his voice, and sings aloud,
I joy in him, and enjoy the flowers,
And joy in my lady and I, for hours;
By joy on all sides I'm caught and bound,
But this is joy, and all other joys drowned.
Alas, how I die of musing deeply!
Many a time I'm so deep in thought,
Ruffians could abduct me, neatly,
And of the business I'd know naught.
By God, Love, you find me an easy matter,
With few friends, and no other master.
Why did you not constrain my lady
Before desire took me completely?
I marvel now how I can bear
Not to reveal to her my longing.
For when I behold my lady there,
Her lovely eyes are so charming
I can scarce stop myself running to her.
And so I would, were it not for fear,
For never has one so shaped and made
For love such diffidence displayed.
I love my lady and hold her dear,
And dread her, and respect her so,
I never dare speak of myself for fear,
Nor seek anything, nor ask aught, no;
Yet she knows of my pain and dolour,
And, when it pleases her, does me honour,
And, when it pleases her, I do with less,
So no reproach worsens my distress.
If I could work the enchanter's spell,
I'd make children of all my foes,
So none could ever spy or tell,
Nor do aught that might harm us both.
Then I'd know I'd see my noble one,
Her sweet eyes, fresh complexion,
And kiss her mouth in such a way
It would show for a month and a day.