Now to exile I have come:
In great fear and danger's room,
And fierce war I'll leave my son,
By his neighbours ill is planned.
In great fear and danger's room,
And fierce war I'll leave my son,
By his neighbours ill is planned.
Troubador Verse
Since man can find no better here,
That lips can tell of, eyes can see,
I wish to keep her close by me.
To render my heart fresh and clear,
Renew the flesh too, so the sere
Winds of age blow invisibly.
If she'll grant her love in measure,
My gratitude I'll then declare,
And conceal it and flatter there,
Speak and act all for her pleasure;
Carefully I'll prize my treasure,
And sing her praises everywhere.
I daren't send this by another,
I have such fear of her disdain,
Nor go myself, and go in vain,
Nor forcefully make love to her;
Yet she must know I am better
Since she heals my wound again.
Farai chansoneta nueva
I'll make a little song that's new,
Before wind, frost, and rain come too;
My lady tests me, and would prove
How, and in just what way, I am
In love, yet despite all she may do
I'd rather be stuck here in this jam.
I'd rather deliver myself and render
Whatever will write me in her charter,
No, don't think I'm under the weather,
If in love with my fine lady I am,
Since it seems I can't live without her,
So great the hunger of sire for dam.
For she is whiter than ivory,
So there can be no other for me.
If there's no help for this, and swiftly,
And my fine lady love me, goddamn,
I'll die, by the head of Saint Gregory,
If she'll not kiss me, wherever I am!
What good will it be to you, sweet lady,
If your love keeps you distant from me?
Are you hankering after a nunnery?
Know this then: so in love I am,
I'm fearful lest pure sadness claim me,
If you don't right my wrongs, madam.
What good if I seek a monastery,
And you don't keep tight hold of me?
All the joy of the world we'd see,
Lady if we were ewe and ram.
To my friend Daurostre, I make this plea,
That he sing (not bray) this at my command:
For her I shiver and tremble,
Since with her I so in love am;
Never did any her resemble,
In beauty, since Eve knew Adam.
Pos de chantar m'es pres talentz
Since my mood urges me to sing
I'll make a verse, of my grieving:
Yet not serve Love in anything,
In Poitou or in Limousin.
Now to exile I have come:
In great fear and danger's room,
And fierce war I'll leave my son,
By his neighbours ill is planned.
This parting now makes me rue
The Seigneury of Poitou!
Fulk of Angers keeps it true,
With his kin, all the land.
If Fulk fails these lands to succour,
And the king, from whom's my honour,
Then that crew will bring dishonour
Gascon felons and Angevin.
If neither good nor worth he knows,
When I'm gone from you, suppose
They'll quickly cause his overthrow
Knowing him young: but half a man.
Mercy I ask of each companion,
If I have wronged him may he pardon;
And I ask it of Jesus in heaven
Both in Latin and Romance.
I was of joy and chivalry,
But now of both I must be free;
And to Him I now take me,
Where sinner finds his goal at hand.
Happiness, gaiety have I seen
But our Lord bans what has been;
Will not suffer such ill scenes,
When so near my end I stand.
All have I left for love of Him,
Chivalry and pride grow dim;
And if God please, he'll gather me in,
And I pray keep me at his right hand.
I ask that my friends at my death
Come but to honour my last breath,
For I have had both joy and mirth
Near and far, and in palace grand.
So, I abandon joy and mirth,
Vair, sable, ermine: I'll naked stand.
Note: Fulk is Foulques V of Anjou (its capital Angers) also known as Foulques the Younger, Count of Anjou 1109-1129, and King of Jerusalem from 1131 to his death in 1143.
Jaufre Rudel (d. c. 1148)
The Castellan of Blaye, he flourished early to mid 12th century and probably died during the Second Crusade, 1147-9. His 13th century vida or biography claims he fell in love with the Countess of Tripoli without ever having seen her and after taking ship for Tripoli fell ill during the voyage, ultimately dying in the arms of his 'love afar'.