He felt, though
he did not know, all that the past four years had been to him, and this
the more acutely since he had no knowledge to put his feelings in words.
he did not know, all that the past four years had been to him, and this
the more acutely since he had no knowledge to put his feelings in words.
Kipling - Poems
"
"Yes, but it would have been better if--if--you had--shot straight over
there--down by the breakwater. "
Maisie looked with large eyes for a moment. And this was the boy
who only ten days before had decorated Amomma's horns with cut-paper
ham-frills and turned him out, a bearded derision, among the public
ways! Then she dropped her eyes: this was not the boy.
"Don't be stupid," she said reprovingly, and with swift instinct
attacked the side-issue. "How selfish you are! Just think what I should
have felt if that horrid thing had killed you! I'm quite miserable
enough already. "
"Why? Because you're going away from Mrs. Jennett? "
"No. "
"From me, then? "
No answer for a long time. Dick dared not look at her.
He felt, though
he did not know, all that the past four years had been to him, and this
the more acutely since he had no knowledge to put his feelings in words.
"I don't know," she said. "I suppose it is. "
"Maisie, you must know. I'm not supposing. "
"Let's go home," said Maisie, weakly.
But Dick was not minded to retreat.
"I can't say things," he pleaded, "and I'm awfully sorry for teasing you
about Amomma the other day. It's all different now, Maisie, can't you
see? And you might have told me that you were going, instead of leaving
me to find out. "
"You didn't. I did tell. Oh, Dick, what's the use of worrying? "
"There isn't any; but we've been together years and years, and I didn't
know how much I cared. "
"I don't believe you ever did care. "
"No, I didn't; but I do,--I care awfully now, Maisie," he gulped,--"Maisie,
darling, say you care too, please.
"Yes, but it would have been better if--if--you had--shot straight over
there--down by the breakwater. "
Maisie looked with large eyes for a moment. And this was the boy
who only ten days before had decorated Amomma's horns with cut-paper
ham-frills and turned him out, a bearded derision, among the public
ways! Then she dropped her eyes: this was not the boy.
"Don't be stupid," she said reprovingly, and with swift instinct
attacked the side-issue. "How selfish you are! Just think what I should
have felt if that horrid thing had killed you! I'm quite miserable
enough already. "
"Why? Because you're going away from Mrs. Jennett? "
"No. "
"From me, then? "
No answer for a long time. Dick dared not look at her.
He felt, though
he did not know, all that the past four years had been to him, and this
the more acutely since he had no knowledge to put his feelings in words.
"I don't know," she said. "I suppose it is. "
"Maisie, you must know. I'm not supposing. "
"Let's go home," said Maisie, weakly.
But Dick was not minded to retreat.
"I can't say things," he pleaded, "and I'm awfully sorry for teasing you
about Amomma the other day. It's all different now, Maisie, can't you
see? And you might have told me that you were going, instead of leaving
me to find out. "
"You didn't. I did tell. Oh, Dick, what's the use of worrying? "
"There isn't any; but we've been together years and years, and I didn't
know how much I cared. "
"I don't believe you ever did care. "
"No, I didn't; but I do,--I care awfully now, Maisie," he gulped,--"Maisie,
darling, say you care too, please.
